#Unsure

I'm so fucking busy!!! WTF?! I hardly have time to breath!!! #DyingOfExhaustion August for me consists of: work, marching band, color guard, in-cars, flute, dance, summer reading, making routines, band camp, Corn Festival (yeah that's right, CORN #Country), grad parties, hanging with my best friend Danielle, and one of my best guy friends. Did you see breathing in there? I didn't. The whole unsure thing is taking up time too. I so want a boyfriend and I have someone who's very interested but I'm not as interested. And, of course, I don't have time. But being lonely so totally sucks. Like seriously, it's been almost 2 years and that's not ok at all. I would just feel like I'm neglecting someone if I were to date right now. #DecisionsSuck And then who I really want I won't be able to have cuz I'm lame and I suck. Oh well. It's almost too late to do anything about it now. You know what I really wanna do? I just wanna lay on the beach at night staring at the stars, listening to the waves, with a guy I love. That's what I really want. But is that gonna happen? Probably not. And that just sucks. Yeah I'm done ranting now...

Not much to say

The past 10 days have been great! My parents were on a vacation in Hawaii and it was just me and my brother in the house. It was a lot of fun. I saw Star Wars for the first time ever over the weekend, and it was pretty good. It was an all day movie marathon. Saw 1 and 2, left for my best friend's birthday dinner so I missed 3, and then returned for 4, 5, and 6. Next movie marathon my work friends and I will have? I vote Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings. I have become a major dork lately. I'm liking Star Wars, wanting to see The Amazing Spiderman and The Dark Knight Rises, getting excited for sequels to Avengers' movies, and wanting t-shirts for all this stuff. This is bad. But I suppose there's no escaping this. I need me a man. A hot, nerd sounds nice to me. I found 2 options so far. I hope this ends well. I made a major accomplishment and reached my 500th tweet. So you should follow me. I'm watching The Nanny on Nick @ Nite, but it's 5:30 in the morning. Doesn't make sense to me. Why am I awake at 5:30 in the morning? Because there's no point to 4 hours of sleep (going to bed at 2 and waking up at 6 to pick my parents up from the airport). So I think that's about it. I'm going to go take some Excedrin and drink a Diet Pepsi.

A lot of things

Happy July. Yippee. Well let's see, in the time between the last post and now, a lot's gone down...I suppose. I stopped liking that other guy. I like having him as a close guy friend much more :) Work's been great and fun as usual. Ya know, makin' some money. I saw Katy Perry 3D with my close guy friend. We both thought it was a great movie except for the creepy Katy Perry cat mascot, Kitty Purry. Myself and everyone I work with is 99.9% sure this one guy likes me, and I think I might be liking him too. I'm still undecided though. I'm a very indecisive person. My goldfish, Gilligan, is awesomer than ever. Moved up to a bigger tank because he won't stop growing. That might become an issue. Next step, the bath tub as a fish tank for him. My lovely parents are on a 10 day trip to Hawaii for their 25th anniversary leaving me and my brother with the house to ourselves. Can you say party? My best friend's birthday is this weekend, Friday the 13th to be exact. Happy birthday Danielle!!! I've been listening too a lot of music lately. The guy that we think likes me told me about the song I Will Follow You Into the Dark by Death Cab for Cutie. That my friends, is one awesome song. Another thing I've been listening to constantly is a cover of Iris by Jack Tinner (initially by the Goo Goo Dolls). I think it's the best cover of a song I've ever heard by far. Lastly, I've been tweeting a lot. I've become such a Twitter addict. #TeamProbablyWontFollowBack Well I guess that's it for now. Can't wait for this weekend :)

This is the ah-mazing cover. Listen to it! And look up I Will Follow You Into the Dark

Last Day of June

Video of Olly Murs on The Tonight Show with Jay Leno.  The quality of the video sucks but there isn't any other video of it on like the whole planet so this will have to do.

He is definitely worthy of winning a Grammy!

Payphone

I made a pretty picture!!!

The Day After Yesterday and Before Tomorrow

Olly Murs before he performed "Heart Skips a Beat" on The Tonight Show!!! Did some sweet dance moves too! #TotallyEpic

This obviously isn't the video from last night because no one has uploaded it onto YouTube yet but this is the epic song he sang!

6.12.2012 <--- Yeah that's today

It's finally summer!!!! It's awesome going to bed at 3 am and knowing that I don't have to go to school.  It's even better knowing I can't stay up all night because I have work :) I work with the greatest people ever like legit, well most of them are great...some, they just suck, not kidding.  We have so much fun haha even when we're bored, we find stuff to do, like draw pictures, like this one :D (P.S. I didn't draw this, just sayin')  Well since I woke up at 11:30, I've been laying around in my pajamas til now (which is 3:15) and I have to be at work in an hour, I should probably eat, take a shower, and stop blogging. So adios!

Brownie!

6.1.2012

Happy June!!!  Birthday on June 5th and last day of school on June 7th.  Had a great day.  Awesome time at work.  Had the best effin' brownie of my life.  Not kidding.  Soooooo good.

This and That

5.30.12

Today is just a soccer watchin' kind of day.  Watching the USA v. Brazil game.  At least the NBA lottery is over, thank god.  Soccer is so much better. 6 days of school left and 6 days until my birthday. #GetPumped

 

So true ^

Just some randomness

5.24.2012

Awesome songs :) The last one is just for fun, it's an inside joke

Boom. That just happened

Oh the fun times we have at work when we're "working" haha "Call Me Maybe" = awesome fist pumping.  Hey I just met you, and this is crazy, but here's my number, so call me maybe ;D

Ummmm

5.21.2012

I wish I drew this, but sadly I didn't :P

I can't wait til my birthday! I'm so excited!!! 16 days til my birthday and 12 more days of school. This is the last full week of school!  And then I'll have all summer to work! I love work :) Especially the people. We have so much fun in our tuxedo shirts haha. I am determined to make this the best summer ever.  It'll definitely be the busiest with dance, dance team, color guard/marching band, work, flute, driving, dance camp, and band camp.  Hopefully there will be plenty of time to spend with my awesome brother and epic best friend!  Oh and then I finally get to dye my hair again!  I love dance but it sadly makes me incapable of being able to dye my hair :( June 25=dying my hair.  I am extremely bored right now and I dislike it.  Ewwww I have to be in the Memorial Day parade on Monday :( and that means practice after school on Friday. Not fun.  But hopefully I can go to Cedar Point this weekend.  Sadly I don't have work this weekend :( I could cry!  I think I'm the only person that actually loves their job.  Well I have to go, so adios people!

Just some random schtuff

5.11.2012

So it's been a pretty awesome week starting last Friday.  My brother came home, we saw The Avengers, had a good school week.  Didn't do much.  Got an A on a history test, SCORE! 18 days left of school...I think.  Can't wait for the school year to be over! 25 days til my birthday :D So excited!!!  Hmmm what else. Oh I became a Skype addict :P  And I officially declare my self 100% dork.  Before I was just hmm maybe 80% but now it's complete dorkness.  I'm proud to be a dork, geek, nerd, whatever you want to call it, though.  Embrace your dorkiness!  Soooo yeah I think that's it.  I had more to say but I forgot it.

Happy Quatro de Mayo!

5.4.2012

Happy "Star Wars" Day!  Never seen any of the movies and don't plan on ever seeing any of them ever.  But whoever thought of "May the fourth be with you" is a genius!



4.21.2012

Not liking blogger's new look.  At least I don't have Facebook Timeline...yet.

I edited this :) Come at me bro

Rainbow!

4.17.2012

Like the new look?  I think it's pretty spiffy.  All bright and rainbow-y with purple and schtuff.  Ok so now I don't have anything else to say and I need to go study for chemistry so I don't fail my test tomorrow.  Blahhh!!!

Ba da ba ba baa I'm lovin' it!

4.12.2012

I made this pretty picture even prettier :)

SPRING BREAK!!!

4.6.2012

Thank god it's finally Spring Break!  It seems like I've been waiting forever for this week to come.  Spring Break goal set, and ready to achieve it with my best friend by my side haha.  Epic mall adventures here we come!  So far Spring Break has been okay but kinda boring but that will change soon enough.  Should be a good weekend seeing my family.  My Easter will be happy because that creepy, freak Easter Bunny isn't real.  However, I'm not going to the mall this weekend because those creepy Easter Bunny costumes scare me soo bad.  Things I'm terrified of:
1.  Clowns
2.  Snakes
3.  Spiders
4.  Dying
5.  Being alone forever
6.  My creepy old man orthodontist
7.  THE EASTER BUNNY!

Happy Easter-Bunnyless Easter!

What I do when I'm bored



Michael Buble "Crazy Love" CD cover I edited

Just some random words and stuff

3.11.2012

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” -Marilyn Monroe

So I was laying in bed last night, and I was thinking about a bunch of stuff after reading like the best book ever.  And it just got me thinking that there are so many things I want to do in life, but how am I supposed to fit them all into one lifetime?  There are some many things I want to do, but I don't know when or where I'll do them or if I even will.  I just want to know where I'm supposed to be, what I'm supposed to be doing, and who I'm supposed to be doing those things with.  Am I supposed to be in Ohio, New York, Europe, California, South Carolina?  Am I supposed to be a dancer, flutist, physical therapist, pediatric oncologist?  Am I meant to be alone, with friends, family, or someone special?  And then once I know the answers to those questions, when will I have time to do everything I want to do before I die?  I've done so much already but I feel like I'm so far behind on life and I'll never catch up.

Chicken Little = Me

3.8.2012

That's me ^

I am most definitely a big, fat CHICKEN!  Apparently, I need to grow some lady bawls and then talk to
"R-Dawg" haha.  Plan V needs to happen ASAP.  I just hope it happens.  So now I'm kinda out of what to write sooooo yeah.

Just living life? Idk what the title should be...

3.1.2012

RIP Davy Jones.  The Monkees won't be the same without you.  My mind is in 5 million places all at once, I can't think straight.  Worrying about my brother, I hope he's safe and has fun.  Not sure if making amends with someone was the best idea because in the past it hasn't been.  School is just...ugh school.  And that 10 hours is still 10 hours too many.  I'm going to go crazy.  The "place" I want to be just seems like something that is not going to happen.  I have a feeling I'll end up somewhere I don't want to be.  And that just sucks.  This weekend can not come fast enough.  How long 'til Spring Break???

Dear Las Vegas,
Please find Viva soon.  The sooner the better.
Sincerely, Me

Dance

2.20.2012

Dance is a poem of which each movement is a word

Irritation!!!!!

2.19.2012 (almost 2.20.2012)

Sometimes people are so freaking annoying!!!  Why do people have to be nosy??  If it's not your business, STAY OUT OF IT!!!  When you stick your nose in other people's business, it starts drama.  And that drama can cause people like me to lose what I thought was a friend.  It's whatever now though, I feel somewhat relieved without that "friend".
So I'm watching Hairspray (the good newer version not the suckish old one) and the one guy made a Caesar reference and I actually understood it!! Made me feel so smart haha thank you English.  And now Tracy is singing "I Can Hear the Bells" which is a perfect description of this one bubble at my school haha only my best friend will understand that.  "Omg he bumped me and he looked at me!  We're meant to be and are gonna get married!"  But I feel like a total dork (which I am) because I know all the words to all the songs in this movie but that's what happens when you watch a movie so many times.
Ok that was too upbeat and happy.  Time to be depressing.  Don't you just love terrible news ruining your Saturday?  I can't get my mind off of something terribly depressing and the sad thing is, I can't really talk about it :(  Ughh 10 hours is 10 hours too many...

Just some randomness

2.18.2012



This ^ is me (if I was a cat, which I'm not) because I'm just that damn aDORKable

Wooo one follower thanks to my best friend haha <3  So I hope that the official Mr. Stupidhead talks to Peter Pan Peanut Butter/Ice cream about Wendy soon.  And once that happens, someone needs to talk to Las Vegas about Viva.  Haha only my best friend would get this :)  Anywho, the best friend previously mentioned has turned me onto the like best dude singer ever, Olly Murs.  I shall marry him someday haha just kidding.  I'm in a much better mood now than a was earlier now that I'm not stressing over that terrible news.  There's just too much to think about and not enough time to think.

For my eyes only

2.16.2012

So my loving brother told me that he reads my blog, and if you are reading this loving brother, please don't read any further; I'd greatly appreciate it.  This is just me venting to the total of zero people out there reading this.  Is it ok for my best friend to like a guy I used to like?  I don't care for him anymore and if I did I would tell her.  But if he does ask her out, I would be jealous even though I like someone else.  Is this something I should tell her?  We've never had a fight before and I don't want to start anything.  I don't want to hurt her feelings but I know she doesn't want to hurt mine either.  Ok maybe there's slight feelings for him but it's just because he's a close friend and that's all.  And then if the guy I like would just so happen to ask me out, I'd have absolutely no feelings other than friendship towards the guy my friend likes.  She knows I used to like the guy she now likes and she knows who I like now.  Sometimes you just don't know what to do.  I don't want to lose my best friend.

Sincerely,
Hopelessly confused as usual

Bookworm

FRIDAY THE 13TH

Happy Friday the 13th!!!  So last time I did an extremely long post about movies and now it's time for books.  I promise this will be much shorter but probably less interesting unless you're a bookworm like me :P  I'm not the nerdy type who is constantly reading and has no friends though.  I just read to read.  I have to be in the mood to read and when I am in the mood to read, I read a lot.  But anyways, now it's time for a list and short description of some of my favorite books.  PLEASE KEEP READING!!!

-A Rose for Melinda (This is by far the best book I have ever read.  It's absolutely amazing and so inspiring.  It made me cry at the end, but I won't spoil it.  The story is about a girl named Melinda, obviously, who aspires to be a professional dancer.  Her dreams are put on hold though when she is diagnosed with cancer and has to fight for her life.  OK so seriously if you are reading this blog, read this book.  It's amazing.)

-Speak (So this book was assigned to my freshman English class last year to read.  Like any other reading assignment for school, I was dreading it.  It actually turned out to be an amazing book.  It's about a girl who is also named Melinda, I think, who gets raped by some douche bag and becomes socially awkward because she doesn't tell anyone.  Also a very good book.  Read it!)

-The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time (I has this as a summer reading book this past summer and was actually surprised that it turned out pretty good.  It's a mystery book, no one is named Melinda :P  But it's about a teenage boy with Aspergers who tries to solve the mystery of who killed a neighborhood dog and finds out so much more than who the killer is.)

-The Time Traveler's Wife (Good book.  Goes a little too much in detail in the sex scenes.  The movies is pretty good but not completely like the book.  I think the book is better.  But the title is kinda of self explainatory of what the book is about.)

-Grace (Excellent book.  About a boy who begins to like a homeless girl he lets live in his clubhouse but their love is questioned when something unexpected comes up with the girl, Grace.)

-House Rules (Wonderful book, occasionally hard to follow unless you understand law stuff.  About a boy with Aspergers who is obsessed with crime and CSI kind of stuff that gets put on trial for the murder of his tutor.  But did he really kill her?  Read it to find out.)

That's all of my book list for now.  I don't want to annoy you with my dorkiness so even though there are more books, I'll cut the list off there.  I suppose that next time I'll have to do a very long list of songs and bands that kick ass :P Adios for now!

P.S. PLEASE FOLLOW!!! Thanks <3

Happy New Year!!! And soo much more...

1.10.2012

First off, Happy New Year to all the people not reading this because sadly, I don't have any followers.  To be honest, I don't really care.  It isn't a bad thing but you probably don't want to hear me ramble on because you probably won't follow me.  But please, FOLLOW ME!!!!

Anyways, this blog will hopefully get much better soon because I'm done with drama...for now.  Not everyone can be completely drama free.  So I've been spending a lot of my free time and late nights watching movies.  I'm a movie addict and always have been but it's getting worse now.  Ahhh!  So did you ever notice how like every movie (or TV show or book) has a love story somehow incorporated into it?  It gets kind of annoying.  Some of the best movies, to me, would probably be (I don't care if you hate these movies because I LOVE them) (These aren't in any order either :P):

- Horrible Bosses (If you're looking for a comedy, this is perfect.  HILARIOUS)
- Valentine's Day (Sadly about love, kind of hard to follow, a lot of good actors, pretty good over all)
- Burlesque (Also about love, but I'm a dancer so I love it)
- Zombieland (Also hilarious yet about love, but mainly a comedy)
- Easy A (Love again?  I think so! But funny and good too.  Love Emma Stone!)
- Lord of the Rings (I'm a dork :P)
- Alice in Wonderland (The new one with the handsome Johnny Depp)
- Napoleon Dynamite (Epically hilarious movie, a classic!)
- Edward Scissorhands (Once again Johnny Depp <3)
- Phantom of the Opera (Once again my dorkiness)
- Harry Potter (The dork is still here)
- Forrest Gump (Personally, I think it's Tom Hank's best movie.  Totally a classic, and about love)
THE LONG LIST GOES ON!!! TOLD YOU I'M AN ADDICT
- The Blind Side (Wonderfully based on a true story)
- The Other Guys (Hilarious)
- Grown Ups (Also hilarious)
- Fame (An amazing movie about dance and the performing arts, which are my life)

Well finally that is the end of the list.  I could also go on with a probably shorter list of books but I'll save that for another time.  I don't want you to die of boredem before you can click the follow button.  PLEASE FOLLOW ME!!!