Freedom Finally!!!

12.22.2011

It's over A.K!!!  Hahaha you're finally history, a new chapter to my book of life.  I sit here right now writing as you try to work things out with me, trying to mend our former relationship that you just realized you ruined a while ago.  It's too late now buddy.  There is nothing to fix because we are OVER!!!  You made me fall in and out of love with you.  Now you're begging me to come back and try to work things out but I've made up my mind.  I need someone who talks to me, is my age, cares, tells me the truth, a relationship that can be public, that actually has a chance.  I'm trying to be nice, and I am, but you're are blowing this WAY out of proportion.  The last thing I need right now is a messy break up.  I didn't do anything wrong and I'm not going to be nearly upset about this breakup as you are.  You brought this upon yourself.  I'd like to be friends and right now that's my main focus with you.  Maybe you're right and maybe we will end up together someday but there's more of a chance that you're wrong.  But who knows?  We'll just have to wait and see.

Not So Devoted Anymore

12.18.2011

Like everything else there are bumps and obstacles along the way.  Well we hit one and he somewhat ruined the way I feel.  But it's his own fault he did it to himself.  I'm not so sure how he feels about me anymore either ever though I did absolutely nothing wrong.  I don't know if we're going to make it now.  It seems like there is a lot of unnecessary stress between us that neither one of us created.  If there was someone else closer to home that I could see myself with, I would choose that guy in a heartbeat.  I guess I'm just not so devoted anymore and I don't think I'm the only one feeling that way.