11.30.2011
I ate the pickle and boy it was a good one :) A.K. and I made amends and fixed everything and boy am I glad. He is now my boyfriend and the love of my life as cheesy as that sounds. I love him so much and he loves me even more which is hard for me to believe. He's the Romeo to my Juliet (we're dating in secret because of my parents but shh don't tell). I hope things work out between us. He wants to get married and what girl doesn't wanna know who she's marrying but it seems way too early to be talking about something like that. Well I'll talk more some other time but I gotta go. <3
Just me, myself, and I. You're welcome to read too of course.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
In a Pickle
10.8.2011
I am in such a dilemma! I don't know what to do. The guy that I was hopelessly devoted to is not all that I thought he was. One of our mutual friends told me things about him like the fact that he likes another girl who goes to college with him. I wasn't supposed to know this but I obviously found out anyway. I asked him about it one day and it was true and it broke my heart because he was the one who asked me not to break his heart and he is the one who turned around and stabbed me in the back breaking mine. He tried to make amends but now I can see the truth behind his lies but I can't help it but still have feelings for him even though I know I shouldn't. And then I think out of desperation I like someone else the tiniest bit. I think I only like him so I won't like A.K. anymore but I honestly have no idea. I just need to make a decision fast and hope it's the right one.
I am in such a dilemma! I don't know what to do. The guy that I was hopelessly devoted to is not all that I thought he was. One of our mutual friends told me things about him like the fact that he likes another girl who goes to college with him. I wasn't supposed to know this but I obviously found out anyway. I asked him about it one day and it was true and it broke my heart because he was the one who asked me not to break his heart and he is the one who turned around and stabbed me in the back breaking mine. He tried to make amends but now I can see the truth behind his lies but I can't help it but still have feelings for him even though I know I shouldn't. And then I think out of desperation I like someone else the tiniest bit. I think I only like him so I won't like A.K. anymore but I honestly have no idea. I just need to make a decision fast and hope it's the right one.
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