In a Pickle

10.8.2011

I am in such a dilemma!  I don't know what to do.  The guy that I was hopelessly devoted to is not all that I thought he was.  One of our mutual friends told me things about him like the fact that he likes another girl who goes to college with him.  I wasn't supposed to know this but I obviously found out anyway.  I asked him about it one day and it was true and it broke my heart because he was the one who asked me not to break his heart and he is the one who turned around and stabbed me in the back breaking mine.  He tried to make amends but now I can see the truth behind his lies but I can't help it but still have feelings for him even though I know I shouldn't.  And then I think out of desperation I like someone else the tiniest bit.  I think I only like him so I won't like A.K. anymore but I honestly have no idea.  I just need to make a decision fast and hope it's the right one.