12.22.2011
It's over A.K!!! Hahaha you're finally history, a new chapter to my book of life. I sit here right now writing as you try to work things out with me, trying to mend our former relationship that you just realized you ruined a while ago. It's too late now buddy. There is nothing to fix because we are OVER!!! You made me fall in and out of love with you. Now you're begging me to come back and try to work things out but I've made up my mind. I need someone who talks to me, is my age, cares, tells me the truth, a relationship that can be public, that actually has a chance. I'm trying to be nice, and I am, but you're are blowing this WAY out of proportion. The last thing I need right now is a messy break up. I didn't do anything wrong and I'm not going to be nearly upset about this breakup as you are. You brought this upon yourself. I'd like to be friends and right now that's my main focus with you. Maybe you're right and maybe we will end up together someday but there's more of a chance that you're wrong. But who knows? We'll just have to wait and see.
Just me, myself, and I. You're welcome to read too of course.
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Not So Devoted Anymore
12.18.2011
Like everything else there are bumps and obstacles along the way. Well we hit one and he somewhat ruined the way I feel. But it's his own fault he did it to himself. I'm not so sure how he feels about me anymore either ever though I did absolutely nothing wrong. I don't know if we're going to make it now. It seems like there is a lot of unnecessary stress between us that neither one of us created. If there was someone else closer to home that I could see myself with, I would choose that guy in a heartbeat. I guess I'm just not so devoted anymore and I don't think I'm the only one feeling that way.
Like everything else there are bumps and obstacles along the way. Well we hit one and he somewhat ruined the way I feel. But it's his own fault he did it to himself. I'm not so sure how he feels about me anymore either ever though I did absolutely nothing wrong. I don't know if we're going to make it now. It seems like there is a lot of unnecessary stress between us that neither one of us created. If there was someone else closer to home that I could see myself with, I would choose that guy in a heartbeat. I guess I'm just not so devoted anymore and I don't think I'm the only one feeling that way.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Pickle Eaten=Problem Solved
11.30.2011
I ate the pickle and boy it was a good one :) A.K. and I made amends and fixed everything and boy am I glad. He is now my boyfriend and the love of my life as cheesy as that sounds. I love him so much and he loves me even more which is hard for me to believe. He's the Romeo to my Juliet (we're dating in secret because of my parents but shh don't tell). I hope things work out between us. He wants to get married and what girl doesn't wanna know who she's marrying but it seems way too early to be talking about something like that. Well I'll talk more some other time but I gotta go. <3
I ate the pickle and boy it was a good one :) A.K. and I made amends and fixed everything and boy am I glad. He is now my boyfriend and the love of my life as cheesy as that sounds. I love him so much and he loves me even more which is hard for me to believe. He's the Romeo to my Juliet (we're dating in secret because of my parents but shh don't tell). I hope things work out between us. He wants to get married and what girl doesn't wanna know who she's marrying but it seems way too early to be talking about something like that. Well I'll talk more some other time but I gotta go. <3
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
In a Pickle
10.8.2011
I am in such a dilemma! I don't know what to do. The guy that I was hopelessly devoted to is not all that I thought he was. One of our mutual friends told me things about him like the fact that he likes another girl who goes to college with him. I wasn't supposed to know this but I obviously found out anyway. I asked him about it one day and it was true and it broke my heart because he was the one who asked me not to break his heart and he is the one who turned around and stabbed me in the back breaking mine. He tried to make amends but now I can see the truth behind his lies but I can't help it but still have feelings for him even though I know I shouldn't. And then I think out of desperation I like someone else the tiniest bit. I think I only like him so I won't like A.K. anymore but I honestly have no idea. I just need to make a decision fast and hope it's the right one.
I am in such a dilemma! I don't know what to do. The guy that I was hopelessly devoted to is not all that I thought he was. One of our mutual friends told me things about him like the fact that he likes another girl who goes to college with him. I wasn't supposed to know this but I obviously found out anyway. I asked him about it one day and it was true and it broke my heart because he was the one who asked me not to break his heart and he is the one who turned around and stabbed me in the back breaking mine. He tried to make amends but now I can see the truth behind his lies but I can't help it but still have feelings for him even though I know I shouldn't. And then I think out of desperation I like someone else the tiniest bit. I think I only like him so I won't like A.K. anymore but I honestly have no idea. I just need to make a decision fast and hope it's the right one.
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Hopelessly Devoted
10.30.2011
Yes I am a dork and quoted a Grease song but it's true. I'm hopelessly devoted to you A.K. and you are to me as well. We'll make it I hope. Age is just a number. 5 years isn't that much. I want to be with you and I don't care what anyone says. You make me so incredibly happy. Every time I talk to you I have butterflies in my stomach and my heart skips a beat. I'm smiling constantly now because of you and I love it. You say the sweetest things to me. I know I make you feel the same way. I want you and only you babe and nothing can get in our way...I hope.
Yes I am a dork and quoted a Grease song but it's true. I'm hopelessly devoted to you A.K. and you are to me as well. We'll make it I hope. Age is just a number. 5 years isn't that much. I want to be with you and I don't care what anyone says. You make me so incredibly happy. Every time I talk to you I have butterflies in my stomach and my heart skips a beat. I'm smiling constantly now because of you and I love it. You say the sweetest things to me. I know I make you feel the same way. I want you and only you babe and nothing can get in our way...I hope.
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