8.22.2011
What does it mean when you can't stop thinking about one person, literally? Because there is this guy, stupid I know can't stop thinking about a guy, but I met him once and I haven't been able to stop thinking about him since then and I don't know what to do about it. It's now or never and I don't know if he's worth it...
Monday, August 22, 2011
Monday, August 15, 2011
Lying
8.15.2011
I've been lying to myself. Telling myself I'm fine and happy with my life. But the truth is that I can't rely on myself to make me happy. I need other things and people to make me happy. Then, when I look all around me and on Facebook and see that my friends are as happy as can be, I realize it's because they have a significant other there for them. That's what I said before I wasn't going to focus on but I can't help it--it's what I want most. I'm trying so hard not to be jealous of my friends and to not focus on being in a relationship but it's too hard. I don't know what to do anymore.
I've been lying to myself. Telling myself I'm fine and happy with my life. But the truth is that I can't rely on myself to make me happy. I need other things and people to make me happy. Then, when I look all around me and on Facebook and see that my friends are as happy as can be, I realize it's because they have a significant other there for them. That's what I said before I wasn't going to focus on but I can't help it--it's what I want most. I'm trying so hard not to be jealous of my friends and to not focus on being in a relationship but it's too hard. I don't know what to do anymore.
Friday, August 5, 2011
Making Progress
8.5.2011
My life is getting better, finally! Things with my mom are better and I'm regaining a lot of confidence. My amazing friends have been with me the whole way so far and I totally appreciate it. I just hope things stay on the positive side because I don't know if i can go back to being negative..
My life is getting better, finally! Things with my mom are better and I'm regaining a lot of confidence. My amazing friends have been with me the whole way so far and I totally appreciate it. I just hope things stay on the positive side because I don't know if i can go back to being negative..
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Mama Drama
8.3.2011
Every girl has a group of best friends and for a lot of those girls, their mom is one of them. My mom and I used to be that way but lately we've completely lost each other. And it's killing me. Everyone needs a mom and now I know what it feels like to not have one and it sucks. I can't take not having my best friend anymore. </3
Every girl has a group of best friends and for a lot of those girls, their mom is one of them. My mom and I used to be that way but lately we've completely lost each other. And it's killing me. Everyone needs a mom and now I know what it feels like to not have one and it sucks. I can't take not having my best friend anymore. </3
Monday, August 1, 2011
Dreams
8.1.2011
Do you ever wish that the dreams you had when you're sleeping came true sometimes? I do because I had the best dream ever last night. People always say the wishes and dreams come true but for me they never do and for once I just want this one dream to come true.
Do you ever wish that the dreams you had when you're sleeping came true sometimes? I do because I had the best dream ever last night. People always say the wishes and dreams come true but for me they never do and for once I just want this one dream to come true.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)